i want to be your hand

there is something like an ocean inside of me,

I can feel every rip and wave,  

sinking through my own veins, 

my hands are shaking boats along water

i just wish you could keep floating

i'm so tired

beneath my lungs

all my nightmares escaped my head

bar the door, please don't let them in

you were never supposed to leave

now my head's splitting at the seams

and I don't know if I can

to here and back

in the days in which we slept,

I crawled my way into something impossible.

I just don't know how to get out.

you're trash, you're in trash

rain or shine, all the jets are gonna fall today

there's no time, we're all gonna fall today

with loving smiles

and their mouths are stretched so wide

they can't even take a breath

you fell in love with the sunshine

and you took a walk with a boy

you spent half a year on the verge of tears

just because nothing ever feels like it did before